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happiness, long time no see.

welcome back joy!

thank you for being here and for giving me this great feeling!

Boys don’t suck, some boys are just not right for me.

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I hate my life.

Yesterday i got drunk again and i kinda sorta kissed my ex-boyfriend and  we cried and we talked and he said he has met me to early but that we’ll be together one day and i don’t know how i should feel.. i feel kinda good because i know that one day it’ll be our turn again, but the waithing is destroying me. you know when you say to everyone you’re doing fine! that you’ve moved on.. but it’s all a lie. and when i get drunk i start saying the truth and i start doing all kind of stuff i shouldn’t do and that i’ll feel bad or guilty for the next day.. it’s just so hard and i don’t know what to do and nobody wants or can help me.. i think i should go to a psychicatry or something, i don’t know..but i just can’t keep living like this. i can’t.

did some bad things last night…

* got drunk

*called my ex-boyfriend and we kinda cried together and i was saying all that weird stuff..

*called my friend said i wanted to flirt with him and stuff (dear god, why?)

* annoyed some strangers with weird story’s

* woke up under cuts on my arm

* cried a lot

* i feel so worthless right now..

Anonymous:
Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?

nowp, dont even have a clue what it is :p